Despite driving home on roads that hadn’t been salted yet, today’s commute home was fun. It was a sing along day! Anyone who knows me will attest to my aversion to singing in front of live, people which is why days like today are awesome. The songs I heard are not really favorites of mine but I knew the words and didn’t care enough about the song to worry that I was ruining it for myself.
Death Cab for Cutie – “Crooked Teeth” – 92.5 The River
Before I get into it, I have a side note about the tagline interludes this station runs. As I’ve said before, I really enjoy this station, the playlist, and it’s general vibe. The one thing that takes away from it, other than the commercials, are these taglines. They are all along the lines of “In a world full of chains, we are the cool local place.” It feels a bit like a hammer over the head. –end rant
Anyways, moving on to the song. It’s not a banger by any means but it has a nice groove to it. It came out in 2006 after I had moved from Florida, but it reminds me of Florida. “There were churches, theme parks and malls but there was nothing there all along” I was at the University of Florida in Gainesville, which is not what you think as typically Florida. Before that, I had a short stint living in South Florida which is exactly what this song is about. The stagnant air once you head inland, the lack of culture, and the heat/humidity all make you feel lethargic. “And you can’t find nothing at all if there was nothing there all along” is perfect.
Why does this make me happy? I got to leave work, turn off my brain, and just sing along. Tinnitus be damned.
Green Day – “When I Come Around” – Rock 101
Have you watched the Netflix series Everything Sucks yet? It is set in an Oregon high school in 1996. I watched it last week as that was my brief high school era. I mostly wanted to see if the music, style, and feel were in line with what I remembered from that time. I can say now, after finishing the season, that they were right on the money with the music. It’s not that long of a show and the storyline was ok. If you have some time to kill and you were in high school in the mid to late nineties, give it a shot.
When this came on the radio today, I felt like I was 14 again. I played Dookie on my Discman until it wore out. At 13 or 14, this song felt so poignant that the lyrics are burned into my brain now. “You may find out that your self-doubt/Means nothing was ever there/You can’t go forcing something/If it’s just not right” just felt like something then. I wasn’t entirely sure but I felt certain it was something. I recall thinking that I’d feel that way once I was older. It doesn’t have the same effect on me now but it was a joy to belt out on the way home today.
Verdict
It is a strange feeling being an adult with a memory. There is no switch that flipped inside to let me know when (if?) I became an adult. You wake up, do your thing, and stop every now and again to see that the scenery has changed but you are still the same. At least for me, I’ll catch myself doing something like filing my taxes while eating Honeycomb. I guess I’m adulting but I don’t feel differently. It is insidious how it sneaks up on you. If I’m honest with myself, this probably determines about 75% of the food/music/TV/movies/clothing I like. I’m allowed arrested development in my consumption of culture to counteract the rest of my adult life. I’m not sure if it is the same way for everyone but it always catches me by surprise when I reflect on an earlier time in my life. It is simultaneously long ago and a blink of the eye.
Ok, enough pretentious, meandering ruminations on my youth and so-called adulthood. I’d be interested to know what songs catch your ear in a similar fashion and why. What do you love to sing along to?